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adus...today is already tuesday...i've spending my hoilday w/ nothing!i didnt even barely touch my homework...everytime i touch its like my brain freeze over..i dnt fckin know why...its like everytime i try 2 do d exercise i just cnt answer it...(y am i talkin so many 'like'?)haha. haish...maybe it bcos im watchin too many porn i didnt exercise my otak for quite a while dis hols..hurmmm...n everytime i think i bout it i keep gettin worry wrry...but still..theres no action out of me...!n theres smthing keep telling me..ala..sempat lagi..nanti malam boleh buat..esok ade lagi...im sure everyone have gone thru dis in their life..rite? no? or myb im just carzy myself?crazy? im not crazy? am i? noo...im not. haish...n my holiday is bout to end..in just another 3 days (minus the sleep eat wastin time chattin porn goin out with my mum bla bla..) n i still have homework on 3 subject math physics n chemistry...arrgghhhh!!!!!i feel i wanna do my homework rite now....okay la bye....


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hurmm maybe nanti la...petang2 ni...x de mood la..god! im soooo fckin pemalas...sometime im worried bout my future...n im realised..im just studyin and gettin a good result just so my parents to be proud of and also my grnprnts...n im afraid to dissapoint them...it just u know..smtimes when they talk to me about education la bla bla bla n when someone havin a success in their life la..(bende yg im not so amaze n i dnt fckin care bout) macam diorg put a litlle hope in their sentences...macam " anak ma mesti boleh buat punye kan"? n lagi ayat die "ni la harapan ma"(cos im the last child n my 2 elder brother tuh macam x berapa nak pandai sgt la than me n then diorg msuk college n gune pinjaman but dua2 just amik diploma je...so aku ni kire pandai skit la...hehehe)....n ala....ade banyak lagi...pandai2 la imagine kan...n what worse is my grandparents..bile everytime i go visit them..bile nak balik je..mesti hulur duit..sampai kengkadang tuh 50 hengget (best la gak..tebal wallet aku!) tapi d reason they gave it just bcos they hopin i will do well in my study...haishh...n this is my face like when they give me money...

oh?okay tenkiu atuk.
argghhhhhhh! somebody slap me..!adus!

randomness:this may sound very very so like last year like sooo outdated n so like duhh why am i bein so gedik like?

i was listenin to LOTR soundtrack....n it actually really really good...well of course theres no singing in it.. well act there is but its i dont know wht fckin lguage they r using..they said some sort like elvish, ireland,lothlorien n etc etc..what do i care..as long as it sounds good.even smtimes i cnt really understnd a ctain song eventhgh its in english duh!haha.

-howard shore....hes the man behind all of the LOTR soundtrack.and theres enya n sm singer which i dnt knw her name...i've heard of enya b4..but never really have a listen to her songs..n in LOTR soundtrack she sang couple of songs..the songs in there its really soothing ur ears n really chilaxing..n sumtimes i get a goosebumps just hearing dat..well of course my fav is the soundtrack for the battle scene..fav:requiem of a dream and bridge of khaza doom.

im so gonna be label a nerd..